I’m tryin to remember the last time I had that “you make my heart skip a beat feeling.” No now that I think about it, I had that feeling with every crush I’ve ever had a crush on… Until now.. I’m wondering why I don’t get that feeling and I think it’s because my emotions are maturing.. If that makes any sense.lol. Because with this one… I’m more than comfortable around and I’m not afraid to speak my mind or show my emotions. We just kind of fit together in my eyes at least! I don’t get those butterflies when his name pops up in my phone and I’m not wondering who’s he with if it’s not with me… And in a sense I feel as though it’s because I know he won’t run into anyone better than me. As I’m writing this very second I think I’ve figured out what it is. It’s my own confidence.confidence has been something I’ve struggled with my whole life.. Until now. I know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I’m beautiful smart outgoing and have a lot going for myself… And I know that if I’m not who he wants…. Then it’s not because of who I am… It’s simply because of what he prefers. I’ve never been able to see a “crush” in that light.